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heterograteage ([info]heterograteage) wrote,
@ 2010-07-02 01:59:00

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Good luck to you!" and then, "What's your...
Good luck to you!" and
then, "What's your pleasure?" for though Moggridge would pluck his rose
for her, that's done, that's overNow what's the next thing? "Madam,
you'll miss your train," for they don't linger

That's the man's way; that's the sound that reverberates; that's St
Paul's and the motor-omnibusesBut we're brushing the crumbs offOh,
Moggridge, you won't stay? You must be off? Are you driving through
Eastbourne this afternoon in one of those little carriages? Are you man
who's walled up in green cardboard boxes, and sometimes has the blinds
down, and sometimes sits so solemn staring like a sphinx, and always
there's a look of the sepulchral, something of the undertaker, the
coffin, and the dusk about horse and driver? Do tell me--but the doors
slammedWe shall never meet againMoggridge, farewell!

Yes, yes, I'm comingRight up to the top of the houseOne moment I'll
lingerHow the mud goes round in buy chanel bag the mind--what a swirl these monsters
leave, the waters rocking, the weeds waving and green here, black there,
striking to the sand, till by degrees the atoms reassemble, the deposit
sifts itself, and again through the eyes one sees clear and still, and
there comes to the lips some prayer for the departed, some obsequy for
the souls of those one nods to, the people one never meets again

James Moggridge is dead now, gone for everWell, Minnie--"I can face it
no longer If she said that--(Let me look at herShe is brushing the
eggshell into deep declivities)She said it certainly, leaning against
the wall of the bedroom, and plucking at the little balls which edge the
claret-coloured curtainBut when the self speaks to the self, who is
speaking?--the entombed soul, the spirit driven in, in, in to the central
catacomb; the self that took the veil and left the world--a coward
perhaps, yet somehow beautiful, as it gucci men wallet flits with its lantern restlessly
up and down the dark corridors"I can bear it no longer," her spirit
says"That man at lunch--Hilda--the children Oh, heavens, her sob!
It's the spirit wailing its destiny, the spirit driven hither, thither,
lodging on the diminishing carpets--meagre footholds--shrunken shreds of
all the vanishing universe--love, life, faith, husband, children, I know
not what splendours and pageantries glimpsed in girlhood"Not for
me--not for me

But then--the muffins, the bald elderly dog? Bead mats I should fancy and
the consolation of underlinenIf Minnie Marsh were run over and taken to
hospital, nurses and doctors themselves would exclaimThere's the
vista and the vision--there's the distance--the blue blot at the end of
the avenue, while, after all, the tea is rich, the muffin hot, and the
dog--"Benny, to your basket, sir, and see what mother's brought you!" So,
taking the glove with the chanel pearls worn thumb, defying once more the encroaching
demon of what's called going in holes, you renew the fortifications,
threading the grey wool, running it in and out

Running it in and out, across and over, spinning a web through which God
himself--hush, don't think of God! How firm the stitches are! You must be
proud of your darningLet nothing disturb herLet the light fall
gently, and the clouds show an inner vest of the first green leafLet
the sparrow perch on the twig and shake the raindrop hanging to the
twig's elbowWhy look up? Was it a sound, a thought? Oh, heavens!
Back again to the thing you did, the plate glass with the violet loops?
But Hilda will comeIgnominies, humiliations, oh! Close the breach

Having mended her glove, Minnie Marsh lays it in the drawerShe shuts
the drawer with decisionI catch sight of her face in the glassNext she laces her shoesThen she touches
her throatWhat's your brooch? louis vuitton white speedy Mistletoe or merry-thought? And what is
happening? Unless I'm much mistaken, the pulse's quickened, the moment's
coming, the threads are racing, Niagara's aheadHere's the crisis!
Heaven be with you! Down she goesCourage, courage! Face it, be it! For
God's sake don't wait on the mat now! There's the door! I'm on your side
Speak! Confront her, confound her soul!

"Oh, I beg your pardon! Yes, this is EastbourneI'll reach it down for
youLet me try the handle [But, Minnie, though we keep up pretences,
I've read you right--I'm with you now]

"That's all your luggage?"

"Much obliged, I'm sure

(But why do you look about you? Hilda don't come to the station, nor
John; and Moggridge is driving at the far side of Eastbourne)

"I'll wait by my bag, ma'am, that's safestHe said he'd meet meOh,
there he is! That's my son

So they walk off together

Well, but I'm confoundedSurely, Minnie, you know better! A strange
young black chanel quilted bag


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